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In the spring I had a biopsy to determine if I had cancer. I didn't tell my mother about any of it and carried on after the biopsy as if nothing had happened. When I got the results (I'm negative) I breathed a sigh of relief and didn't tell my mom after that either. My mother is a worry wart about everything and If I had told her she would of course pester me for any and all updates on my diagnosis. If I cough around her I have TB, Black Death, etc. I'm on two years of monitoring, and If I told her, she would want to go with me to the appointments and be in the room with me. I'm not going to have that happen.

I would not tell your mother until it's necessary.
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Beatty Sep 17, 2024
"..pester me for any and all updates on my diagnosis".

".. she would want to go with me to the appointments and be in the room with me."

This is EXACTLY what is happening with my folks. She is anxious ++ wants every detail, attend every appointment. Due to short term memory &/or OCD wants to go over the same stuff all.the.time.

I get she wants to know. But has the asking & pestering offered any real support to him..? No.

"If I cough around her I have TB, Black Death, etc."
My MIL is just like this, leading us to only disclose tests if diagnosed & once treatment plans made. Again, the worry does not bring support.
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I cannot imagine hiding this from my Mom. I had cancer of the breast with spread to two lymph nodes first 37 years ago last May. I had chemo and mastectomy. There new would have been a single reason TO tell her. I felt fine throughout treatment and I didn't lose my hair. But I cannot imagine NOT telling something that important.
I don't know how advanced her dementia is. I would tell her, tell her you are getting treatment and the doctor thinks you will "be just fine". Tell her that whether it is true or it is not true. And on you go.

To tell you the honest truth she will not be standing witness to your treatment and worries as she would be were she not having dementia. And even at that our family can do just fine with us dealing with this. In fact my best supporters were the most humorous ones.

I now have another what they consider primary cancer, after all these years. It's in the other breast. I am 82 and will not be doing chemo; I had a lumpectomy and will get mastectomy for any noted spread. Otherwise for me it's palliative, Hospice and our good right to die laws. TRUST ME, if you have to go there are so many worse ways. There are good drugs for cancer and real choices, and with so many things--dementia for sure--there just aren't choices.

My vote goes to telling but I will say that YOUR vote is the only one that matters here and you know your mom well, much better than me. My own Mom was real good with all of it. If you suspect this is too distressing, don't tell. And I think with dementia, the fact that your visits are off a bit will be less a concern. And I think you will not only be able to do them but that they will bring you joy.

Good luck. MANY of us with the big C on this site, both currently and in the past. You aren't alone.
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I think if she is as you say “ going to be aware “ that things are different , you will have to tell her something to explain .

If she was more forgetful and not able to remember how often or what you did during your visits she would not notice so much .

Would it be possible to hire a companion to visit Mom sometimes , sort of fill in the gap ?

I wish I had a better answer .
You have to take care of yourself .
Mom is being taken care of .
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If it was me, I wouldn't tell my 96 old mother who has dementia. It would only devastate her when you tell her, and then she would forget. So what good would it do for you to tell her? Thankfully she is in a good, safe place where people are caring for her.
Find other options for communicating with mom, send flowers, candy, or a brief letter filled with your love that makes her happy. Also, consider Zoom/skype calls with her - is there staff at her facility that could arrange this for her?
- Could your brother step up more actively with her until you can?
As far as your feelings on guilt, sounds liked you'd feel this regardless whether you tell her or you don't. Find ways to jettison the guilt. You're doing your best!
Best wishes.
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