When my Mom became ill and I stayed with her in the hospital for three weeks, I didn't even consider my life and just jumped right in and decided to care for her full time. She was living by herself in another state previously with someone coming by each day just to make sure that she was taking her pills correctly. Her dementia went haywire while in the hospital and it was clear that she could no longer live alone. Plus the fact that she now had to deal with severly damaged nerve that affected her ability to walk. I've never been married and my Mother and I were best friends. I had lost my job a couple months prior so the timing was perfect. Since then I am constantly attacked by my 5 brothers and sisters. I have been called every name in the book and have been accused of anything you can imagine to include trying to "bleed Mom dry so that I can have her condo and live there alone!" I have always been an extremely honest person and lying is one of my biggest pet peaves and yet they don't believe a word I say. Prior to this, one of my brothers even said that I was "angelic!" What happened????
One of their biggest complaints was that we eat out too much. So, I lower the cost of eating out and now they are complaining that my grocery bill is too high!!!! I have one sister that apparently eats perfectly and thinks that I feed my Mother candy and cake all day long. She actually wanted me to photograph my pantry and send her the picture. This with the instructions to take the picture now before I go to the grocery store!!! Now they want me to send them all of our receipts for the month so they can see every item that we purchase! I would tell them to kiss off, but they are the ones that have access to Mom's money and only give me a set amount each month. I am under budget by over $600 for the year, but they are still complaining!!!!! This is even after they cut my homecare budget in half so that I only have enough money to get away about six hours a week. I am with my Mother constantly every other minute of every day. She won't even let me be in the other room without constantly having to answer what I'm doing and when will I be back in the room with her. What do I do???? HELP!!!!!!
If you are the one doing most of the work, it is common sense that you have to have finances available to take care of them. I didn't get any money at all for years, so having siblings suddenly kick up a sand storm about things does not set well with me at all. All those times I told them about problems they didn't want to hear about - but suddenly they are SO concerned... I know people who were never there for their parents, but the neighbors were - and you can guess that the neighbors got nothing for their trouble, while the absent child got everything.
Look out for yourself the best you can.
I'm sure your Mom would like to see those 5 more often, doesn't she? One by one, I'd invite them for a whole weekend so they can show you a more cost-efficient way to do something that shouldn't have a price tag attached to it. The only way your sibs are going to shut their clams is by having a taste of your caregiving life and all the sacrifices you continue to make in the name of love. ... I bet they won't last 24 hours.
"Angelic" is an understatement. You've earned those wings, so don't let their perception of you become your reality.
-- Ed
Good luck to you. I actually know how you feel. I have been there and wish you the best.
Gather the family and have the family (you and your siblings) work through your mom’s care needs then define the care options you have. Estimate and document the costs, benefits and issues/questions/concerns you/the family members have with each. Then as a family, select the care giving option that best meets your mom’s needs and the financial resources you have to work with. Having recently been a primary care giver for my dad an 87 year old stroke victim who had lewy body dementia, vision and mobility issues I can tell you this is HARD work. Here is my action plan and a sample of how you might choose to begin this discussion with your family. Good Luck! I have additional tips and tools you may choose to look at on: http://oldageisnot4wimps.typepad.com/blog/
Sample Action Plan
1.Lovemymom2560, setup a family meeting, PREP WORK*be prepared to discuss your mother’s health issues, current state including what medications she is on. Describe her care needs are, i.e. :Bathing, dressing, bath rooming, grooming, eating with or without assistance, medication administration, mobility, vision, hearing, mental capabilities etc. . Be prepared to describe mothers financial resources, i.e. insurance coverage, savings, checking, property etc.
2.Call meeting to order, describe what you would like to accomplish then describe your mom’s health “current state” and her care needs
3.As a family, identify the single point of contact/ healthcare advocate/ POA for healthcare for your mom, obtain family consensus
4.As a family, identify the single point of contact financial manager POA for your mom, obtain family consensus
5.As a family list care options and the approximate cost of each option, use the example I have provided as A STARTING POINT
6.As a family, make a care choice based upon your mother’s care needs and the associated cost
7.Review your mom’s “current state” health and financial as a family every 6 months, alter plan of care, financials as a family as needed.
SAMPLE Care Options: Cost/ Benefits/ Issues-Comments:
Care Option 1 – Care Delivered at Mom’s Condo i.e. in her own home
COST Option1 Assumptions:
-Housing, Utilities, Food, Transportation etc. Assume: $1,500/per MTh for Condo payment, utilities or $18,000.00 per year
-Nursing Home Care cost is $6,000 per MTh, $72,000.00 annually
-Moms Daily Physical Care and Support at an hourly rate of $15, per hour. Assume 365*24*15= $131,400
Care Option1a) At Home Care in Mom’s Condo provided by lovemymom2560, pay lovemymom2560 $15, per. for her services, she pays ½ condo payment.Cost of Care for Option 1a is:
$131,400.00
-$009,000.00 ½ condo payment
$113, 400.00 annual payments to lovemymom2560
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Care Option b) Lump Sum. Pay caregiver same as Nursing Home annual fee $72,000 and give her room and board free. Cost of Care Option 1b is:
$072,000.00 care services delivered by lovemymom2560 annual lump sum
$000,000.00 room/board free
$72,000.00 annual payment to lovemymom2560
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Care Option c) lovemymom2560 lives rent free and cares for her mom full-time in the Condo. Cost of Care Option 1c is:
$000,000.00 care by lovemymom2560 free in exchange for room and board
$000,000.00 room/board free
$000,000.00 annual payment to lovemymom2560
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Care Option 1d) lovemymom2560 is given title to the condo as compensation for her full time care of mom. Cost of Care Option 1d is:
$000,000.00 care by lovemymom2560 free in exchange for title to condo
$000,000.00 room/board free
$000,000.00 annual payment to lovemymom2560
Benefits Care Option 1:
-24x7 care, Care being provided by family member in mom’s own home
-Single point of contact for mom is lovemymom2560
-Mom/Family retains ownership of Condo/ property, exception is option d
Care Option 1: Issues/questions/Comments
- How do we compensate the primary care giver? I.e. hourly rate? Lump annual sum? Lives rent free in lieu caring for mom? She is given ownership of the condo after mom’s death? Other?
-Who watches mom when caregiver goes to grocery store or has health appointments or other away actives?
- Who manages mom’s financials? Expenses?
- Care Giver will need a break at least 1 week every 3 months, can each of the sibling take 1 week per year and stay with mom and administer her care?
- Care Giver must log mom’s daily care so that the siblings can understand what mom’s current state is what was done during the day to support her care; document her medications and the administration of these meds etc.; setup doctor appointments and transport mom etc.
Care Option 2 - At Home Care in Mom’s Condo provided by Home Health Care Agency
Care Option 2 Assumptions:
-Annual condo payment, plus association fees, maintenance, utilities energy costs, food costs, food prep, cleaning, laundry other household supplies cost, transportation costs to/from doctor visits, therapy, etc Assume : $18,000 per year
-24 hour home health care agency services, assume 365*24*15 = $131,400.00 per year
Cost of Care Option 2 is:
$149,400.00 per year approximately
Care Option2 Benefits:
-24x7 care
-Care being provided by Home Health Care Agency in mom’s own home
- Home Health Care Agency will document care provided to mom
- Mom-Family retains ownership of Condo/ property
Care Option 2: Issues/questions/Comments
-Need to pick a single point of contact (family member)/ healthcare advocate for mom. This person, who advocates for mom, is the single point of contact for the Home Health Care Agency and Physicians that provide care services for mom. This care advocate should be paid the going rate for a home health care provider, typically between $15-20, per hour.
-Who will monitor mom’s care?
- Additional costs may be incurred for medication administration because a RN must administer meds and aide cannot.
-As the dementia evolves a single caregiver may not be able to address all of moms needs
Care Option 3) Long Term Care, Nursing Home w/ Dementia support
Care Option 3 Assumptions:
-$6000 per month, $72,000 per year, if she is not Medicaid eligible.
Cost of Care Option 3 is: $72,000.00 at a minimum if not Medicaid eligibile
Cost of Care Option 3 Benefits:
-24x7 care
-Dementia support /care
-Family members can proceed w/ their lives and visit mother when schedule allows
Care Option 2: Issues/questions/Comments
-How will mom react?
-Do we have the funds?
-Do we sell moms condo and use profits to fund her care?
-Pick a single point of contact/ healthcare advocate for mom. This person, who advocates for mom, is the single point of contact for the Nursing Home and Physicians that provide care services for mom. -This care advocate should be paid the going rate for a home health care provider, typically between $15-20, per hour.
I call them "Energy Suckers". They have no clue but they think thier negativity and unreal suggestions are worth your time, but the reality is, it's a waist and helping noone. "Energy Suckers" hate when your doing right, hate you are aware, hate your in control. All the "Energy Sucker" has is, guilty feelings and a foggy reality. So you need to clear the fog. You do this by forcing reality onto them. Make it known to the "Energy Sucker"...
If you think you can do a better job, pick up Mom and you take care of her from now on!!! If you are worried about her health you take her to the Dr. and if you worry about her finances here's the bills! Then tell them when she's in "your" care I want a report of everything you do and how much time it takes and the cost and I want no complaints about your own time, stress, and anything else your own life is lacking. Ask them, if this is what they want, you and would gladly trade places. You didn't ask for this & niether did Mom, but it's real and I am sure noone will take the job if you quit. If I had a million I would bet noone wants the job. Make demands on them!!! Once you make your position known and they understand you are doing what is best for all involved and that noone else will step up, except you. Is there any other choice? Or the alternative to your care is 24/7 care in a facility at $6,000 to $10,000 a month bill, which is more than likely in the future anyway. If Mom does end up in the hospital someone needs to be in charge. These are all things they don't think about but, this is your life daily. Do whatever you need to, to take care of your loved one. If your focus is whole hearted you can't go wrong! The path will be there for you to follow.
But in the end, I do still have to deal with them. Unfortunately, the threatening to leave her care to them scares the heck out of me. Mostly because they have threatened to put her in assisted living if I didn't cut down on spending.
The end of 2010 was the worst time of my life. My Mom had just moved here in July and around October is when everything started. At first, when I was in the hospital with her and the first few months here with her they were praising me often. They even offered to come and stay with my Mother while I took my yearly trip to the Caribbean! They said that I definetely deserved to go on this trip! This is something that I look forward to every year and is my one vacation that I take. People that know me understand how important these trips are for me. I had paid for a lot of Mom's expenses and had expected to get paid back so that I could pay for my trip, but we went through this grueling couple months and they decided that instead, I actually owed Mom $2,000!!!! They also said that I could NOT go on my trip and that it was not "in the budget." They also said that they would not be able to come and take care of Mom. The fact that they would take that away from me broke me more than not being able to go on the trip! I could not believe my ears when I heard those words! I even lost money because I was past the time for reimbursement on my cruise and lost $150 on my flight. In the end, I have had to add two different drugs for anxiety and depression.
I am my Mom's Medical POA and my oldest sister and her husband are Durable POA. I am next in line for Durable POA. My Mother has also signed her will stating that her money, if any is left, will be devided between the six kids and that I get the condo (gotta tell you, they LOVED that part!!!!). Of course, I was accused of talking her into it! My two brothers owe my Mom a lot of money and one of them happens to be one of the two of them that has been the most cause of my stress.
Anyway, I didn't mean to go on and on, I mostly wanted to thank you all. You have given me some really good ideas (especially, the cliff one, just kidding!) And, in doing so you have made me laugh out loud!!! Please keep the ideas coming and I ask that God Bless Each of You as I know he has and will. Even though I have been on this site looking for answers to my stress, I am constantly saying how BLESSED I am!!!!! I have to wonder often why God Loves Me So Much and Blesses Me Like He Does! Even though this brother / sister thing sounds so bad, every day God sends me messages of how much he loves me and proves it to me every day in small and gigantic ways! I guess I must be doing something right!
I Love You All for taking care of your loved ones!
Thank you again!
I've been taking care of Mom since that awful hospitalization. It has been one of the most rewarding experiences of my life. I have always loved Mother, of course, and also like her, but these past months have created a bond between us that I wouldn't trade for anything. What a priviledge it has been to care for her.
Caregiving has also been the most difficult thing I have ever done. GIving up my social life to spend all my time with someone who is dependent on me has been a great strain.
I am grateful for the bonding experience and for the chance to contribute to Mother's wellbeing. Now I am ready to move on. I am giving more than the usual notice, because it will take me time to find a job and an apartment, and it will take you time to research your options to make sure Mother is well cared for. I will stay on in the condo, caring for mother, until Dec 1.
From your input to me, I can tell that you really have some ideas about how things should be handled, so you probably don't need my advice. In case it will help you in your decisions, I'm including some material for reference. I'm listing Dr. Eldergood's contact information. He's told me that Mother needs 24/7 care, but I'm sure you would like to talk to him directly. I'm also including brochures from 3 well-regarded caregiving services in the area. The brochures do not include prices, so I've checked that for your convenience. They range from $18 to $31 per hour, depending on their assessment of need, and the rate is somewhat higher for an overnight shift.
I'm also sending information on a nice Assisted Living place. I'm not sure Mother would qualify for that, because her dementia is getting worse. They do have a Memory Care unit she could be moved to. I've jotted the prices on that. It may seem high, but it includes all meals, of course, and incontinent supplies (which I think she'll be needing soon). Betty, since I know that you are particularly interested in nutrition, I've photocopied some menus for you.
There are also two nursing homes that have good reputations in the area. I'm including that information, too.
You know the finances better than I do. It seems to me that her assets plus her monthly income would cover her care for almost a year. Then the condo could be sold for the following years. When that money runs out I think she would be eligible for Medicaid. I'm sure you will figure it out.
I hope that being responsible for mother's day-to day-care will be as rewarding to you as it has been for me.
Looking forward to reclaiming my life,
Your loving sister.
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OK, so the other advice about a mediated family meeting is more sensible and practical. I couldn't resist the letter fantasy. :)
Blessings
Bridget
I won't add anything, except to say I am there in that rocking boat also.
God bless us all
Next, call an old family friend, a minister or a therapy person and ask them to mediate a family meeting. Come with notes, do not baby talk, or boo-hoo...simply state this is what is needed, this is what we have, this is what I am doing...and let the 3rd party person do the talking to the family. No matter how hard, this of the situation as a business conversation...that is how you take the anger and years of family history away. You make it a problem to solve for you as a family and the 3rd party negotiator will handle the rest. Blessings on all that you do - francy Dickinson