I'm not sure if this is the end or not. My mom has been on home hospice for about 6 months. My dad is pretty sick himself but has been taking care of her non stop this whole time. My mom has COPD and other age related problems including dementia. She is 82. I was helping with the caregiving for both of them until they decided I wasn't helping and threw me out. If you read back on some of my posts they explain it better. I've been little by little helping out here and there but nothing like before. My leave of absence from my job is almost over so my son and I decided to take an overdue vacation back east. Everyone here said a great idea when will you ever get the chance again. So off we went. I got a phone call a few days into the trip that things took a real bad turn and we needed to get home right away. Before we left my mother was eating drinking taking her meds, getting out of bed, reading, her normal routine. Now she hasn't eaten in 3 days, she's off all meds except morphine and lorazapam. The nurse says she'll be gone in 3 days and that her body is shutting down. Could this be? She was doing her best before I left now she has about 3 days left? I don't understand. Can it be that quick? And she doesn't understand herself.
There are several physical signs that the hospice folk monitor that enables them to diagnose that the end is near. Things like oxygen level, color, texture and temperature of the skin and eyes, breathing patterns and rate, etc.
What I think the hospice folk do is give an estimate of time of expected passing. Like when an obstetrician sites a due date for a baby’s birth - which almost never happens on the actual “due date” - a hospice nurse or doctor is giving an educated guess.
My father passed roughly two weeks earlier than expected and my mother - about a week. So if you want to be with your mother - see her a last time - perhaps say things that you’d like her to know - hear - before she passes - do it now.
As to why sometimes a dying individual seems to “rally” just prior to their passing? There are dozens of guesses both scientific and spiritual- but I doubt anyone really knows for sure. But it does happen fairly frequently.
Best of of luck to you during this difficult time. Take care.
Keep us posted and know that we’re thinking of you and your family. (((Hugs)))❤️❤️
A dear friend of mine was doing well, and we suspect she had a stroke. She died within a week. When the hospice nurse told her family she was actively dying and her body was shutting down, it was only a few days later that she died.
Doctors and nurses are educated guessers. They do know the human body. But can't always factor in the person in their equation.
I'm so sorry, I know this is a shock. Hugs.
Sparkles
I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you can find comfort in your many good memories of your mom.
Big Hugs.
Sparkles